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I don’t give a Fโค#*

I am great, i will be great. Am great.

These words i chant to myself as i was on the train going to work, when i finally realised… i had to get out from this cocoon of laziness i set in my brain. Since this month began, i have had this feeling of .. i don’t give a f๐Ÿ’Ÿk attitude on not doing anything. Which has really been a pain to me, cause i feel weak and useless doing nothing.

If you are out there and also feeling this way… raise your hands please๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ™‹๐Ÿ™‹

There are many types of i dont give a f๐Ÿ’k attitude and mine was the one that can make someone loses focus on his/her purpose in life. ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข and thats definitly not my aim.

On my last Post I spoke about ‘what is your Purpose in life’ seriously i began to doubt me, myself and I ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ™†๐Ÿ™† in the sense that in this month of January, I had a NULL, ZERO, NO Orientation and Motivation mood in either reading, going to the University, being creative or the zeal to go to work.

I told a friend of mine (Opons) her nickname. How I was feeling and she said if everyone was feeling this way, definitely not me and I said why not? I mean everyone goes through this Phase in life and even more. So why not me?

So dont beat yourself so much… at least that’s what i tell myself ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ‘ธ๐Ÿ‘ธ and I try to think positive and know that no Condition is Permanent.

Every year people set goals on what to achieve… and some say they do whatever pleases them… ๐Ÿ˜‚or (as the spirit leads). But for people like me it has to be clear. I have to know how, when, and what I have to do in order to see my thinking or dreams comes to Realisation. Maybe it’s because am a Virgo…… ๐Ÿ˜•๐Ÿ˜•๐Ÿ˜•

Anyways I had to write this to tell anyone who reads this that regardless of what you are going through, sickness, hardship, no Motivation, no orientation, no money, or if you lose someone. Bear it in mind that you are not alone and no one can help you rise out of whatever pit you are in if you dont talk to yourself.

Talk to yourself… every day and also pray.

Please share with me and others in the comment section below on how this year been so far.

Happy new year my darlings and great success and achievement in everything you do.

P.S. I also devote this Text to my Cousins the Georgewills and pray God consoles them on losing their father my Uncle and a friend who lost her Mum.

Adieu Daa/Martha๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’

@Princess pringles.

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What is your Purpose in life?

Live, laugh, Love

Broken handle!!, But still loved๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

Today as i laid on my Bed, my first thought was,

Princess what’s your purpose in life?

I have always asked myself this question but within the next second it leaves my mind or rather i thwart it away and focus on something else to organize in my brain.

Some people would love to travel, get married, have kids, learn new things, get rich, Study, buy expensive and Luxury cars, build good houses, meet their Idols, be Singers, renowned Artist and Professionals at whatever their choice of Career they choose.

I for one has always pondered what I wanted to be. As a kid I wanted to be a Doctor or an engineer (my family can attest to this I could repair practically everything… I mean tv’s and radios๐Ÿ˜›).

It was fixed in my head. But I loved to dance, listen to Music,(I could sing the whole playlist from the Radio), Pest people๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜›and also make people laugh.

I studied in the direction of my dreams but was not so sturdy like I thought I would be. Till I found what I love to do. Media.

Your purpose in life should be what Fulfils you. My childhood friend Blessing O. David said

Every one should find out what he has been called here for by God, and what God wants us to do with whom and how he wants us to do it.

I think for me its Happiness. Happiness is not a Livestyle but a choice between what works for you or rather what keeps you going, moving, motivates you, encourages you, wants to make you help others and also wants to make you live for another day.

Am still on the journey on finding my Purpose in life and also praying i keep getting directions on it.

My questions for you is, what is your purpose in life? And how do you intend to achieve it?

@Princess Pringles.

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I Stand here๐Ÿ™„

Standing here trying to think๐Ÿ˜ต๐Ÿ˜ต๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜

I Stand here not knowing my fate,                 What should i think?                                         I only write my Fate once in a year……           Do i even Love …..?                                           Does it look, seem and feel like Love?                 

I Stand here not knowing how to express my feelings,                                                         What should i think?                                         This Situationship is driving me CRAZY!       Do i even know how that feels?                       Cause it hurts where i never knew had pains,                                                                     Do they even know how to relate to this Situation?              

I Stand here trying to get my feelings in order,                                                                   What should i think?                                         I’m in doubt, thoughts scattered everywhere,                                                         Do i need to stay?

I Stand here confused, ripped out.

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You know them๐Ÿ˜•๐Ÿ˜Ž.

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You know those friends who never say sorry whenever they are wrong.

You know those friends who you never know about their lifes. But they know your History uptill your great- great-grand parents.

You know those friends who never invites you to come eat, drink coffee or even water!!

You know those friends who always say their accounts is empty but its loaded.

You know those friends who never has your time.

You know those friends of benefits๐Ÿ˜‰

You know those friends who are lowkey jealous of your success, beauty, brains, energy and literally who wants to be like you.

You know those friends who always eats from you. Always taking and never giving.

You know those friends who are jealous that you have other people or friends than them.

You know those friends who always say they will do this or that but never comes around doing them.

You know those friends who always lie so you dont know their next moves, cause they think you would do the same or steal their shine๐Ÿ˜”

You know those friends who always wants to do the same thing like you.

You know those friends who always parties but with them you can never discuss your Future together.

You know those friends who backstabs and gossips behind you.

You know those friends who never lends their help rather they think up excuses not to.

I have had those friends and still going to be having them

The question is; which of those friends do you have?

And how do you deal with them? It will be nice to read from you. Have a lovely weekend๐Ÿ˜˜

@Princess pringles

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Wierd day in Frankfurt.

I have been having this daydream of someone taking my Portemonnaie. Till it happened.๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ฑ
I was a bit ill at work after my day of fainting. Lol. I have never been this weak which makes me so unhappy that i can’t function like a normal person.

So i drank a lot of water this day because i was told to. I visited the Toilet more often which was a bit irritating cause i felt my bladder will burst if i dont.๐Ÿ˜ต๐Ÿ˜ต๐Ÿ˜ต๐Ÿ˜ต๐Ÿ˜ต. 

Later in the day i was coming back from work. I missed the train which means the next one was going to be in an hour. I know my fate so i called my Friend๐Ÿ’ so i could make my waiting a bit pleasant and short. When i ended my call, i decided to visit the Toilet once more before the train moves because its always a long journey.

I decided then to leave my bag on my seat if not it would be taken. But i took my phone with me thinking it wasnt going to take two minutes. My other Princess conscience said take your Portmonaiee you big head before you regret it. I did.

While coming back from my PiPi moment i saw a ‘Spacko‘ man checking my bag out and i called out to him saying. Hey dude you see what you looking for? He turned and said ohh sorry miss i was checking if there was an empty bottle ‘Pfand‘ in your bag. I was so pissed i felt like crushing his head, i told him to take the whole bag that it would be better for us two๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿ˜ˆ.
Ok ok my saying is how come people who were sitting close didnt tell him Hey! Leave that bag alone! It ain’t yours! You know try to fend him away cause they knew it was not his. But this Land is a no Mans Land. ‘OYO’. Nobody gives a fig about you, if you dont take care of yourself, nobody will.

At the end am grateful that i listened to that Princess conscience and God also.

So be cautious, hardworking, thankful, grateful and always stay happy in this new month of May.๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜

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I cant serve two Masters!

It will be cool if at one moment i could be black and the next second white.. happy now and the next sad… No i learnt that a long time ago. It doesnt work for me. Am always in awe how people do that!! Am either one or nothing at all. I get so agitated when am happy, smell a good perfume, when am buying facial products.. ohhh you really would not want to be close to me… lol oh yes am soo addicted to those stuffs, when am about to eat a worthy Eba and soup, when am about eating meat lol.lets go back to our headies.. when am happy it radiates i feel this aura.. I always have it. I try as much as i can not to be annoyed because its not only good for me and my well being but also with the people around me. I snap, frown the whole day cause i cant pretend am happy when i know damn well am not. Things pratically go downhill for me.

I wish there can be a time-snapback where people can be able to erase certain things. I dont know about you but when am nervous i break plates… no no not intentional but it falls off my hands, i start thinking in circles, my energy zaps out. The funny thing is i always Sleep well even better than a normal day for me.. lol

So this a new one for me and i would like this blog to be a conversational blog whereby you write what makes you happy and also zaps you out.

Thank you for Reading. Much love ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜.

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I never knew Love

 

Well I know it may not seem real or acceptable. But its true. I ask myself this question fast everyday and am sure most of yยดall do too *winks*.

Some People say love comes from within or that it’s a force of nature that when man realises or recognizes it , they tend to go for it.

Well as a matter of fact Love hit me from a different angle not from parents, siblings, Family or even boyfriend.  It hit me from Life.  Trying to understand and appreciate what it did to me .

And what it does and mean to people in General.

This giving and taking is not what love is all about it’s the challenges, the giving and not expecting. But you doing your part to appreciate this giving and letting it reflects in not only your life but towards others and letting it spread not by spraying Money on the streets but through your happiness and ability to cheer up even though its not ok.

This love that can never be bought, sold or compromised is just LOVE! period. I try to get annoyed sometimes or even want to stay away but there is always this rush of cold air which gushes down my heart or rather do I say  my Soul and it clears whatever thought am Building up to be angry. Am still amazed at how it happens .

A lot of People recognizes what Love is all about like from a mother to her Child, love between a man and woman, love between Brothers and sisters, best friends and so on Yes I believe it does exist for this People.

If love heals as I always hear then why are some Things still Happening to us? why can’t we live as our Brothers keeper? why do we think “not normal”? why do we feel when we are in love our senses are supposed to leave us and act with just intuition and not with our heads? why are there wars? why are there people who suffers or intimidate the others cause their bearings are more than the other? * letting out a sigh* It seems different to me. Oh yes it does.

That`s why I say love struck me from a different angle and it was from LIFE!! itself its HUGE, overbearing, intimidating and frustrating. But something always happen to give you Love or to define that meaning.

It means different to every single being on Earth.

I read a lot and I found out that there is a million and one definition of LOVE not one corresponds to the other. We feel different, think different and act different.

So as I take you on my journey to how I feel, think and Love I would really do appreciate if you give me or write down below on your definition of Love. **hugs and kisses**.

Please do read, love and share

your girly darling,

Princess.

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