I don’t give a F❀#*

I am great, i will be great. Am great.

These words i chant to myself as i was on the train going to work, when i finally realised… i had to get out from this cocoon of laziness i set in my brain. Since this month began, i have had this feeling of .. i don’t give a fπŸ’Ÿk attitude on not doing anything. Which has really been a pain to me, cause i feel weak and useless doing nothing.

If you are out there and also feeling this way… raise your hands pleaseπŸ˜‚πŸ™‹πŸ™‹

There are many types of i dont give a fπŸ’k attitude and mine was the one that can make someone loses focus on his/her purpose in life. 😒😒😒 and thats definitly not my aim.

On my last Post I spoke about ‘what is your Purpose in life’ seriously i began to doubt me, myself and I πŸ˜’πŸ™†πŸ™† in the sense that in this month of January, I had a NULL, ZERO, NO Orientation and Motivation mood in either reading, going to the University, being creative or the zeal to go to work.

I told a friend of mine (Opons) her nickname. How I was feeling and she said if everyone was feeling this way, definitely not me and I said why not? I mean everyone goes through this Phase in life and even more. So why not me?

So dont beat yourself so much… at least that’s what i tell myself πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ‘ΈπŸ‘Έ and I try to think positive and know that no Condition is Permanent.

Every year people set goals on what to achieve… and some say they do whatever pleases them… πŸ˜‚or (as the spirit leads). But for people like me it has to be clear. I have to know how, when, and what I have to do in order to see my thinking or dreams comes to Realisation. Maybe it’s because am a Virgo…… πŸ˜•πŸ˜•πŸ˜•

Anyways I had to write this to tell anyone who reads this that regardless of what you are going through, sickness, hardship, no Motivation, no orientation, no money, or if you lose someone. Bear it in mind that you are not alone and no one can help you rise out of whatever pit you are in if you dont talk to yourself.

Talk to yourself… every day and also pray.

Please share with me and others in the comment section below on how this year been so far.

Happy new year my darlings and great success and achievement in everything you do.

P.S. I also devote this Text to my Cousins the Georgewills and pray God consoles them on losing their father my Uncle and a friend who lost her Mum.

Adieu Daa/MarthaπŸ’πŸ’πŸ’

@Princess pringles.


20 thoughts on “I don’t give a F❀#*”

  1. Opons! Really? πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
    At the beginning of this year, i was so optimistic about my plans and purpose for 2018, somewhere along the line reality/influence from my environment hit me and made me to loose my motivation. After reading this, I have to start talking more to myself to overcome this shπŸ’©ty feeling. More power to your elbow dear, it shall be well.

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  2. Life comes in cycles if you can’t stand the other half of the cycle then you would probably not achieve much when the green side turns up.

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  3. I think we have to first set a goal, work towards achieving that goal and also be in the position of achieving that goal…

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